September is a bad month with bad things happening constantly. I received a message from my teacher saying that I have told bad (it is he who used this vague word) things to students in a lower grade about one of his fellow students. His tone was confident. It was like a trial with no lawyers, in which he was the judge who have already got the result. In large confusion and disappointment, I tried to forget the considerable amount of time I spent on that meaningless matter and maintain regular interactions with him. I was not in a good mood.
In turn, I started to read more about international relations to drop myself in a macro environment. It works! This post mainly serves as a note of what I can do to leave away from troubles.
As for other interactions, I have found some people to be really charming and have treasured the time I got to spend with them. I was encouraged to live a healthier lifestyle with more books and fewer coffee shots. I am trying to drink more tea. However, if it does not work, I will just go back to espresso for application season only.
Writing essays allows me to reflect on my past experiences. I would describe it as an intellectual conversation between two versions of me. Still, I don’t know whether my objection to gaming the rules will be correct in the end.
With many worries, Happy October!
